Cancelled!!!

This morning i had pretty much no sleep. Up and walking around at 5am, my dog even had her breakfast at half 5 this morning. Got to the hospital at 20 past 6, got really nervous waiting to go in the ward and had a little breakdown. At 7 we went into the waiting room with a recliner chair, the nurses knew i was nervous so they gave me my own room to wait in with my mum and boyfriend which had a toilet and a shower! I met my nurse and then my anethesist came in and asked me some questions, i got told i was 4th on the list so my operation would be about 10am. I told her about my slight cough, she listened to my chest and then spoke with my surgeon and said it was a risk to go ahead with the surgery so it got cancelled. So its been cancelled 4 times now. I am relieved but i am annoyed aswell as im going to have to go through this whole thing all over again! Il post when i have my new date :)